Read this first, cause then my rant makes SOME sort of sense in a rambling incoherent take a breath once n a while woman kind of way.
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Done? Cool. Now….
Begineth the ranteth!
ok. i get pissy a lot. hugely.
i am sitting in this gorgeous redone ikea’d and me’d room haven wishing i had strength, no pain, and energy to put together the last bit, the bookcase (books!!! need books in here!!), but did the rest yesterday….(yeah of COURSE i overdid it) and it is so close to being my dream room
and wishing i had my new blue soothing gorgeous quilt (that is still sitting as a design on my computer and a pile of fabrics), and looking at the rest of the house (chaos, mayhem, mess, usual) and thinking about how tired and old and mangled (and loved and loved in and lived in and lifed in) the furniture looks and thinking of all the things i want to get done and i have web sites to do today and i havent picked up my guitar in TWO days to practice and…
oh help. im pissy again;)
Want want want… we always WANT! I tried not to want, but found it very hard! However, I have succeeded in NOT wanting magazines, most new clothes, most new fabric or knitting yarn, extra kitties, a bigger house, a NEW car and a fulltime job! However, wanting to DO everything at once is a sign of mental health, so celebrate, don’t panic!
oh, it isn’t having. i want to DOOOOO stuff. make stuff. sew and knit and crochet and create and time has gone WHERE?????
i look at the gorgeous crafted homes and think how much i want to MAKE it, not buy it:)
i have done the deal with getting stuff recently to deal with settlement vs centrelink needs. I was asked yesterday why would anyone need an iphone or ipad?
i said you NEED water. and air. and food. love also helps make life not existence. but we don’t need STUFF.
some stuff i like having though:)
mostly it is about stuff i want to make, my creations…